In Knots and Unconcentrated Thoughts
The past week has been quite an emotional and mental overflow, and overwhelmed me. The main issues at hand:
1. Q. the zine in process, and soon to be finished. There seems to be quite an overflow of thoughts and ideas regarding the actual marketing of this product/idea. and right now, I realized, I need to just focus on the end production of Issue One. I have just all these ideas and plans for them, but I can't seem to funnel everything down to what I want happen. I also need to discuss future plans with Amy, and decide what to do with certain aspects of it. But Issue One will be completed and will happen. I just need to take it one step at a time.
2. Moving. The Great Debate. Nothing new in the department, and if you know, something that has come up, probably every few months, between friends and/or family. Well, it seems like it's coming down to actually happening this time. and with the announcement of Mike's departure, I feel the need to make a commitment. and My fear has overcame me, with leaving my little comfort zone. So I've been back and forth the last week or so about what needs to happen. and What I need to do for myself. I still haven't come to the conclusion, but I'm glad to see my friends and family looking out for me, and supporting me either way. Steve did bring up a good point the other day, about going out and experiencing things while you can, and before you get your roots too far in. So that's been weighing heavy on me, I just need to get my crap together and organize my thoughts and get a plan rolling. I think deciding to leave would make it much easier than staying on the fence for two months. So sorry Mike for my indecisiveness. A decision will be made.
3. Girls. Another one of those constant battles. I've been half seeing, not seeing someone. and well, we basically came to the conclusion to cut things off. So that's been a bit of a struggle for me. It was nice having someone else around, to do things with, hang out and not worry about things....but I guess I have to just get over it. But yeah, that's been a bit of an emotional struggle, trying to be comfortable with the idea of being single for longer. oh brother.
With all that being said, I've been also been thinking about what else I need to consider if I move: how to reorganize my portfolio, making sure going out of my work transitions ok, making sure I have enough money to actually move, making sure I have enough money to pay my ridiculous amount of bills (stupid loans!), trying to find a new job, how it will be working for someplace else, the possibility of working a crappy job just for moneys, if I'll even like the new location, and so forth...
On the sidenote: The new Coldplay song is weak. Lymbyc Systym Remixes are brilliant. Oh, I will have a Summer Movie Preview up soon. maybe by the end of the week. and links.
1. Q. the zine in process, and soon to be finished. There seems to be quite an overflow of thoughts and ideas regarding the actual marketing of this product/idea. and right now, I realized, I need to just focus on the end production of Issue One. I have just all these ideas and plans for them, but I can't seem to funnel everything down to what I want happen. I also need to discuss future plans with Amy, and decide what to do with certain aspects of it. But Issue One will be completed and will happen. I just need to take it one step at a time.
2. Moving. The Great Debate. Nothing new in the department, and if you know, something that has come up, probably every few months, between friends and/or family. Well, it seems like it's coming down to actually happening this time. and with the announcement of Mike's departure, I feel the need to make a commitment. and My fear has overcame me, with leaving my little comfort zone. So I've been back and forth the last week or so about what needs to happen. and What I need to do for myself. I still haven't come to the conclusion, but I'm glad to see my friends and family looking out for me, and supporting me either way. Steve did bring up a good point the other day, about going out and experiencing things while you can, and before you get your roots too far in. So that's been weighing heavy on me, I just need to get my crap together and organize my thoughts and get a plan rolling. I think deciding to leave would make it much easier than staying on the fence for two months. So sorry Mike for my indecisiveness. A decision will be made.
3. Girls. Another one of those constant battles. I've been half seeing, not seeing someone. and well, we basically came to the conclusion to cut things off. So that's been a bit of a struggle for me. It was nice having someone else around, to do things with, hang out and not worry about things....but I guess I have to just get over it. But yeah, that's been a bit of an emotional struggle, trying to be comfortable with the idea of being single for longer. oh brother.
With all that being said, I've been also been thinking about what else I need to consider if I move: how to reorganize my portfolio, making sure going out of my work transitions ok, making sure I have enough money to actually move, making sure I have enough money to pay my ridiculous amount of bills (stupid loans!), trying to find a new job, how it will be working for someplace else, the possibility of working a crappy job just for moneys, if I'll even like the new location, and so forth...
On the sidenote: The new Coldplay song is weak. Lymbyc Systym Remixes are brilliant. Oh, I will have a Summer Movie Preview up soon. maybe by the end of the week. and links.
posted by Christopher at
11:41 PM
2 Comments:
Seriously, move while you can. I know it's scary but if you are going to be with friends and Mike, you'll be fine. The world outside of Oklahoma is calling youuuuuu!!!!!!!!
Thanks. and it is quite scary. I'll be sure to keep you updated on the status.
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