The Ambivalence of Thought
It's funny how the more time I spend at home on the computer, the less updates and posts I make. Mostly due to the fact that when I'm not here, I'm actually being productive and taking care of errands, etc.
I've hit another dry spell of work and creativity, as I'm taking the next couple days to try to regroup and try to realign my focus. I haven't been able concentrate lately, as I think Mike and I have really been stretched on our emotional capacity. I really can't begin to describe all of what's been going on here in Washington. It's been almost 9 months, and it seems like we are struggling more than ever to make it here. Turning back is not an option, but still motivation to try to get our names out there. Having a 35% living increase really takes a toll on your bank account when there's not a constant flow coming in. But we're getting by.
I've been picking up freelance every now and then. It's a bit unstable, but it works. I've had some great opportunities, and I've ever grateful to those companies for giving me the chance so far. Mike was laid off a while back, but has picked up a shift over at the local Target. It's not ideal, but at least it's something. It's funny how we've shifted back and forth with our jobs. We can't seem to both be on a constant track. Lindsay is here now too........living in our Mother-in-law apartment. She was able to get a job at a local pet store. Which by the way, I believe there are more Healthy Pet stores in West Seattle (and probably on Calif. Ave alone) than there are Regular Health food stores in all of OKC. I could be wrong, but it feels that way.
I have several ideas/projects/lists formulating, but it's hard to say what makes it to the top of the que. Avantcore is due for a revamp, but it has somehow been delayed. Also in the works is helping Mike relaunch his website+web comic. It's a bit early for that now, but I'm very excited to see Mike a little more web presence. We will also have some new wallpapers available to you soon enough. It seems I started a couple last week and somehow never finished them.
All in all, I think our little house here has hit a bit of an emotional snag, as we are not all in the place we would want to be. But we are very grateful to have each other here (as well as our wonderful friends and families) and have been able enjoy to the beautiful city of Seattle and the treasures that it holds within. We will remain optimistic and will definately keep everyone posted...
In other news, Mike and I will be coming through the brown state of Oklahoma next week to see our little sister graduate valedictorian of her class. Go Julianne!
Current Listening: KYTE, Riceboy Sleeps, A.M. Architect, Strung Out, The Beautiful Mistake
Most Recent Movies: Big, The Reader, Anvil, Trainspotting, Kung Fu Panda
I've hit another dry spell of work and creativity, as I'm taking the next couple days to try to regroup and try to realign my focus. I haven't been able concentrate lately, as I think Mike and I have really been stretched on our emotional capacity. I really can't begin to describe all of what's been going on here in Washington. It's been almost 9 months, and it seems like we are struggling more than ever to make it here. Turning back is not an option, but still motivation to try to get our names out there. Having a 35% living increase really takes a toll on your bank account when there's not a constant flow coming in. But we're getting by.
I've been picking up freelance every now and then. It's a bit unstable, but it works. I've had some great opportunities, and I've ever grateful to those companies for giving me the chance so far. Mike was laid off a while back, but has picked up a shift over at the local Target. It's not ideal, but at least it's something. It's funny how we've shifted back and forth with our jobs. We can't seem to both be on a constant track. Lindsay is here now too........living in our Mother-in-law apartment. She was able to get a job at a local pet store. Which by the way, I believe there are more Healthy Pet stores in West Seattle (and probably on Calif. Ave alone) than there are Regular Health food stores in all of OKC. I could be wrong, but it feels that way.
I have several ideas/projects/lists formulating, but it's hard to say what makes it to the top of the que. Avantcore is due for a revamp, but it has somehow been delayed. Also in the works is helping Mike relaunch his website+web comic. It's a bit early for that now, but I'm very excited to see Mike a little more web presence. We will also have some new wallpapers available to you soon enough. It seems I started a couple last week and somehow never finished them.
All in all, I think our little house here has hit a bit of an emotional snag, as we are not all in the place we would want to be. But we are very grateful to have each other here (as well as our wonderful friends and families) and have been able enjoy to the beautiful city of Seattle and the treasures that it holds within. We will remain optimistic and will definately keep everyone posted...
In other news, Mike and I will be coming through the brown state of Oklahoma next week to see our little sister graduate valedictorian of her class. Go Julianne!
Current Listening: KYTE, Riceboy Sleeps, A.M. Architect, Strung Out, The Beautiful Mistake
Most Recent Movies: Big, The Reader, Anvil, Trainspotting, Kung Fu Panda
posted by Christopher at
1:19 AM
2 Comments:
I totally agree that there are no health food stores in OKC. In fact, there is a total of maybe 2 semi-decent ones. Things sound tough out there, but keep hanging on! Unless you guys get to the point where you really cant afford it. You know Oklahoma will ALWAYS take ya'll back. In the mean time, Oklahoma is the same. Making small progress... When you are in town, you should give Kaleb a call and maybe we can hang out.
Thanks Marilyn.
I will only be there a couple days and 95% of it will be spent in Altus, so I don't think I'll be able to see anyone. Sorrys. Next time though.
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